Thursday, July 31
thursday blues. for some weird unknown reason, i was feeling very depressed before lunch today. on the verge of crying but i don't know why. didn't feel like doing anything, so i just slack and read magazines until lunchtime. lunchtime was depressing too cause i was blocking someone's voice out and it's hard when the person is sitting beside you talking loudly. and then i miss my darling so much. and then i miss having lunch with you guys. and then i miss school. i feel like going back to school. don't know when's cnn day. but you guys want to go back school that day ? just a thought. wanted to blog this earlier at work, but too many people were walking around. and can you guys answer me ?! :( i feel like i'm talking to myself. which is probably the reason why i don't post at my blog that often anymore. talking to myself sucks.

Jiabies thought at 11:49 pm
wah my hp bill not here yet. don't know how much sia. i think sure alot 1 lor. cause beginning all the sms and stuff. yesterday went to look at digi cams with my friend. i think i'll just stick to my original plan of saving, then get the casio ex-z3. if want to get, may as well get the better 1 right ? *nodself* yeah anyways, today is another boring day. i'm like writing in ALL the expiry dates for student pilot licence in the log file. and this is tiring. my hands are aching so i decided to take a break and come here blog. just now i was in the cubicle looking at the pricelist. then that loser come and say eh jia you really want to buy digi cam arh. like what has it got to do with him ? irritating bastard. i think when i get PMS, i'm going to scold him liaos. every topic we have will always be changed to him him him. how self centered and irritating.

Jiabies thought at 10:56 am
hi. just started work. and i'm bored. anyways, i can't come on icq today cause my colleague is back from her course so i'm using the pc next to the printer again. maybe i'll just come on a while and go off. see how lor. anyways, fharook isn't here yet. weird. i hope he comes today. so i don't have to go lunch alone with that loser. just now he want to change the water for the water dispenser then HAHA he got no strength to lift it up. sucker.

Jiabies thought at 9:03 am
Wednesday, July 30
hi nad. don't be so pissed. you know whatever happens, i'll always wuv you :)) remember i said that to you before ? *HUGS* i guess this is one of the shit we have to go through during SIP lor :( SIANS.

oh and this sucks. i don't think i can get my exilim this month :( the s2 is 400. then if i buy i'll be left with 20 only ! then what if need to buy extra part or what ?! then sians :(( i think i'll just save and buy the z3 then.

Jiabies thought at 10:15 pm

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH! Very angry u noe!
this stupid company is full of bullshit!!!!!!!!
want us to build a system but keep changing! next time do it yourself ah!
do so many already then ask us to alter the damn thin. wahlau. wat the hell!
I WANNA RESIGN... NOW! Nobody better not agitate me today or i'll explode all the way to outer space.

Nad thought at 1:03 pm
yeah me too. so boring here. i got nothing to do today. which is good but very very boring. and i need some space of my own so that i won't be able to listen to someone's talking. every fucking thing he also got his story to share. i just can't wait for this shit to finish.

Jiabies thought at 9:16 am
Monday, July 28
bel, cause your IE at home is not IE6. IE6 can view it the normal way. but then the weird thing is that normally at work i can view it the normal way. but then today don't know what happened, suddenly like view it the weird way lor :( not only 1 pc like this, i now using another pc also like this. SIANS. anyways, i'm doing data entry now. alright lah, better than filing lor. anyways, 3 more months to go ! and i'm kind of looking forward to SIP ending. not because i don't like my workplace and stuff but cause i think i'll just snap one day and ask him to stfu.

Jiabies thought at 2:53 pm
eeyer i don't know what happened. but suddenly i cannot view all the posts together. must click on manage posts then can view the previous posts :( then if i want to create new post must click on create new post. do you guys have this thingy too ? please let me know !

Jiabies thought at 10:08 am
Sunday, July 27
Erm, is this the poems season? How come all of a sudden everyone's posting poems? Btw, Jia i love your poem. It's very nice. Haha. And since everyone's posting poems, i shall pen down my thoughts for all of you. Enjoy!

The candle burns in sheer darkness
The stars twinkle in the lonely night
Through the night the candles burn
With the candle burned out and
the stars slowly fading away
A new day has begun.

PS: i dunnoe what i'm blabbering about oso. can someone pls enlighten me?

Anonymous thought at 6:31 pm
Saturday, July 26
oh WOW ! i was like reading through straitstime online. and there was this article about TP ! the future students of TP studying tourism, hospitality can get to go study in sentosa. TP is like going to build a campus there this coming november. and it'll be ready in June 2006 ! wah !

Jiabies thought at 6:23 pm
huh ? sorry arh, i'm not very creative when it comes to poems. so URM this is my peom taken from don't know where :P

i wuv you
you wuv me
we are one big family !!! *Whee*

Jiabies thought at 4:22 pm
Friday, July 25
To Rai, my dearest friend
Who took the time to pen
To thank all of us
For the friendship and the trust

Since its poems everywhere
I take my time to spare
To say how much i care
And to part i could not bear

I could never ask for more
Through ordeals we will endure
For friends we shall be
Yongxin, Rai, Bel, Suet, Jia and Me...

No matter what guys, no matter what....
Love,

Nad thought at 4:15 pm
eh crazy ? why all poems suddenly ? haha but nice :P thanks bel and rai :)) anyways, just back from lunch and dental appointment ! pink braces again ! i go and eat chicken wings first then i blog about my trip to SIA training center and control tower ! *whee*

Jiabies thought at 1:45 pm
Thursday, July 24
i understand how you feel. after all you're the most soft-hearted one among all of us, that's why she's always following you around, sticking to you and stuff. which is seriously very irritating at times. anyways, don't think that you guys will be interested in this. but she's wearing a mini skirt today. you guys don't have to comment or anything. i just want to say what she's wearing today.

anyways, working in airport is good. and the thing i was unhappy about wasn't my work. it's actually someone who's working here. but don't worry it's not ly. i don't really have any work contact with her. and the reason why i didn't want to say it out is cause the person is on attachment too. haha i'm like so obvious about who it is. yah i think i shall blog another time. having lunch in the office now.

Jiabies thought at 1:35 pm
Wednesday, July 23
It's ok, jia. I'm not angry with u. I could tell from your sms tat you were having a bad day. Initially, i thought it was because of the posts but there was actually other stuffs as well. I'm sorry you had a bad day. Hope u're feeling better now.
I don't really know how or where to start from. Guess, maybe we should start with our initial intentions. All of us thought it was funny to just crack jokes about her, but as days went by, it became a cruel joke instead. Other than just discussing about her, we turned to mocking her as well. Saying real awful things about her and all. Fun! This is the word to describe all that we went through. It was fun and we were bored, so along the way when she came, we just started all those things about her. Initially, i thought it was ok because it was just a joke. No big deal. But somehow, after it all, my conscience just started pricking. Of course, i'm sure i'm not the only one. The rest of you probably feels the same way too. All those entries that we have posted, i'm sure were written when all of us were feeling high. When you're in a high mood, nothing else seems to matter.
But if we were the ones being mocked at, being the butt of the joke, a cruel one especially. How will we feel? I know i've been saying things about having karma and all. But it's more than just that. She's just like us. Same age, studying, facing problems of her own as well i expect. We went on and on because she has always been our target and now that she's changing, we just bitched about it even more. Come to think of it, if it had been other people whom we've known and get along quite well with, would we have done the same to this person? I wonder. Now, nobody is pointing finger or accusing anyone of anything. We are all in this together. No one is going to just leave it as it is and pretend that she was never involved in it. Cause if it really happens, i'll despise the person and i'm sure the rest of you will feel exactly the same as well.
Right now, the most important thing is to explain why we shouldn't do that anymore. By just saying that it's wrong to bitch about her, we're almost leaving each other hanging there. If we were the target of mockery, how will we feel? Upset? Angry? Disillusioned? Suicidal? Will we be so depressed that we actually wanna die? For us, maybe not. For others, i can't say the same. Everyone has feelings. But only some can take it in their stride and deal with it. What we've done is actually deriving pleasure out of others' misery. Not like she'll ever know about it. It was never meant to be reveal to her anyway. But at the end of the day, what comes around goes around. By then, when it gets to you then you realise how mean you've been. It's already too late. The damage has been done. So, while we can still handle the situation, handle it well. It can work if all of us do it together. Since, we set up this blog together, i'm sure what we have for each other are more than just classmates or regular friends.
I'm sorry if any of you thinks i'm preaching too much but i've said what i've wanted to say. This is how i feel. You don't have to agree with it. All of you should have your own thoughts, i don't wanna brainwash anyone with it. But no matter what happens, i hope our relationships with each other will stay firm and strong.
Ok. That's all. I've said my piece. Bear in mind that this entry is not directed at anyone or what. I'm just saying and explaining how i feel.

Anonymous thought at 9:42 pm
i do not wish to quarrel/argue with you guys over her. i understand how you all feel. after all she's human and our classmate. there are times when i feel that we're very mean to her too. cause we're always discussing her, making fun of her and stuff. there are times when i don't want to bitch about her too. but because of what she has done, i don't want to be nice to her at all. if you guys don't know what i'm talking about, i'm talking about her deleting me from msn. the reason, i've said in previous posts. i can't remember when, but i don't feel like(too lazy) to type everything again. and i'm that kind of person who bear grudges. i can remember things ppl do to me even if it's like 10years ago. and i'm sorry nad, rai and yongxin. especially yongxin. the way i replied your sms was really rude. and i'm sorry about that. but i was feeling pissed about work over something which i don't feel like saying out. thanks for your concern. i'm okay, just feeling jaded. i still wuv you guys no matter what. i'm sorry about just now and the previous posts.

Jiabies thought at 7:04 pm
Sorry.

Nad thought at 5:43 pm
i only have one word. whatever.

Jiabies thought at 4:58 pm
i didn't read rai's post before posting. so i just repeat. i like bitching about her. in fact it's my life to do that. so whatever. if you think i'm bitchy and mean then fine. i don't give a fuck. WHATEVER. i don't care what you guys think. if i want, i'll just bitch about her everytime i post. if you all not happy, then just delete yourself from the blog.

Jiabies thought at 4:47 pm
you know what ? whatever. whatever. i'm the one who started it what. so whatever. and i don't think we pointed any fingers ? but whatever whatever. if she's going to follow us when school reopens. then i'd rather go eat alone. and i make my life interesting by bitching about her the whole day. i just like it. call me mean or bitchy or whatever. seriously i don't give a fuck. not anymore.

Jiabies thought at 4:43 pm
ok noe wat. forget laiyi. so wat if she dresses like that? its not our rite to protest. so wat if she's weird? we cant do anythin abt it. so lets just stop bitchin abt it. we dun gain anythin from doin this, so lets just stop. its gettin on my nerves already with all this bitchin. im no perfect angel n i dun wanna tok abt other ppl cos seriously, ive been in her shoes b4.

it began as a fun thingey but its gettin way off limit. so lets just stop ok guys, before we end up pointing fingers. i made fun of her oso n its wrong. just let her be lah.... she live the way she wanna. we live the way we wanna ok...

Nad thought at 4:29 pm
hey girls ! just came back from SIA training center. went there for a tour. look at the cabin crew training and stuff like that. today she dress normally lor. like some office girl. don't know got put make up or not lah. my contacts something wrong, blurblur 1. anyways, yah the pics cannot really see her make up and all. so i was thinking if you guys want to ask her out ? cause who knows maybe school reopens she go back to old ways. haha but then again, she might think that she change her dressing that's why we ask her out and she'll continue dressing like that and maybe add more things like highlight/rebond hair ? one inch of make up ? or whatever she can think of. anyways, i don' t know if she meant the 'cause i hiao mah' as a joke or what lor. but it's really gross.

Jiabies thought at 1:28 pm
Tuesday, July 22
AIYAH ! i typed alot just now. then my pc hang ! SIANS :( anyways, let me try to remember what i typed just now. yeah sorry for not mailing you guys the pics earlier. my office reception not very good arh, then i received yongxin's sms around 7 when i was walking home -_-

then arh, don't know if yongxin has told you all. just now i go and ask her why she nowadays always wear until so nice. then she say cause nothing to wear mah. she bought alot of clothes during holidays. WAH ! i was right lor :P i told yongxin that she must be busy shopping during holidays cause suddenly got alot of new clothes. then i'm right ! and i realised something from yongxin's sms. she having alot of new clothes = she'll probably dress like that when school reopens. so babes, do get mentally prepared ! please don't faint on the first day of school ! oh then i met her in the toilet and i casually asked how she come work. then she say take bus. then she asked what time i wake up everyday. then i told her 0630 lor. then i asked her back lah. then she tell me 0615. wah ! must be wake up so early to do her make up lor. then i ask her she wake up so early to do her make up arh, then she told me no lah, she take very long to prepare 1. i'm sure, i'm sure. then i ask her how come nowadays she always put make up. then she say 'cause i hiao mah !' then started giggling. i didn't know what to say, so i just kept quiet and smiled. so arh, i think you all prepare to see her with make up when school reopen also lah. HAHA.

anyways, her pics ! yongxin says she looks ok. HMMMMM !

Jiabies thought at 8:38 pm
ok just a joke i heard on perfect 10 jus now. daniel ong said vincent ng sent him thru sms one..
ok here goes:

a guy once donated blood to this lady. then one day came up to the girl and said, "hey I want my blood back."
so the lady gave him a tampon and said, "i pay u in monthly installments. ok"
........

haha... funny.


Nad thought at 10:27 am
oh yah jia... did u manage to get a pic of her yest?? did u, did u? cos if u do, boy i cant wait. i need sumthin to tickle me. oh man... jia ur so lucky to be able to watch free chinese opera show, walkin up n down the office. back n forth to the toilet. boy oh boy... if u manage to get it, try postin it in our blog. oh no no... tt'll be like putting Chuckie's bride. eurgh... think even Chuckie's bride look prettier, least she got boobs. ok ok i am ever so mean. she's ok.... but really lah. when ur trying too hard, u make urself look real bad.

Nad thought at 9:55 am
Well, my sentiments exactly, Nad. If she really changes to like 'hip' and 'happening', i don't think i'll be extra nice or what to her loh. But, i mean you guys shld know rite, i've always treated her more nicely than the rest of you (Pls correct me if any of you don't feel this way). So i'm just gonna treat her the same way as before loh. Changing yourself for the sake of others is like betraying your own self. If you just change to gain benefits or to just please others, it's real fake. I feel that you shld only live for your own self and not be affected by others to change just to gain acceptance. So what if you change in appearance? What ppl see is only the external layer. What abt the true personality inside? If friends are made based on the appearance only, i'd rather die lonely. If everyone just makes friends based on looks only, i think i'd have become an outcast. Thank goodness, all my friends are much more than just 'supermodel wannabes', or else...
However, if she changes because she truly wants to do it, then that's great! I'm not in the position to say things like 'change for what?' or whatever. People change, perhaps she feels that it's time for her to do something about her appearance, that's why she went for a change. That i think it's ok. Everyone has a right to do the things they want to do for themselves. But definitely not at the expense of others. If she really does it for herself then good for her. She's moved on. And we should all feel happy for her too.
But if she doesn't change then it's fine with me as well. I seriously don't mind because at least i'll feel that she was the girl i knew. I'm just gonna treat her the way i did as well. Having known her for a year already, i've gone through a couple of things with her which i know can never be changed or forgotten no matter what. We don't 'click'! That's IT! No matter how hard i tried, there was always a barrier between us. There were times during lunch when we'll just walk/sit beside each other and not talk at all. We have nothing to talk, no common topic. I introduced my friends to her, but she gives no response or whatsoever. Forget it loh! I want to make it work but she just doesn't seem interested, so forget it loh. I can be patient to others but there's still gonna be a limit. I'm not a samaritan. So forget it loh! Even though i'll very much like to be one and regarded as one : ) But like this, forget it loh!
Ok. i'm starting to get irritated with my 'forget it loh's. That's about all i wanna say for now. I'm not angry/pissed with the change in her seriously. But i'd like to know the reason for her change.

Anonymous thought at 9:54 am
to me...i think her changes might be due to coz she want to fit in somewhere in this world...i mean all pple changes....yeah so i might b happy 4 her if she looks good and hopefully she will find a grp where she can fits in u noe....she is nt destined to be part of our this grp coz 1 yr back we alreadi had our differences....and there n then i alreadi decided that i wun ever be real frenz with her....she will always be this gal that i might say hi n bye to nth more than that..........so to mi i just wish her the best and if sch starts she try to tok to mi abt those freaky subjects!i will ask her to get a life man~~~she will nver fit with mi in those topics abt cute guys and COSMETICS???*yucks*

SuEt thought at 9:45 am
well, if she looks gd(IF...only), i would say "oh my gawd! damn she looks gd". but i wun chg the way i am towards her cos tts just hypocrisy. and even if her looks did chg... i dun think she really chg. as in her ways n her behaviour n all. so i wun be her best fren overnite or sumthin jus cos she looks gd. there's just no chemistry and we cant click. i rather she go find her own party. so there.... bottom line is, so wat. no big deal.

Nad thought at 9:22 am
Monday, July 21
HMMMM. yongxin asked me a question just now. about ly. and i thought i'd just post it here for you guys and then asking you guys too. 'if she actually looks good now, what will you do ?' i mean of course there's like a big IF. but how will you guys react and all ?

well, for me, if she really actually looks good, then good for her lor. she finally can make it. but then i don't think i'll be close with her. because even if her outside change to be like one of us, her inside will never be. even if she changes her personality totally, i'd be like wondering if the change is really change or just change cause she wants to fit into our group. and even if she really really change cause she wants to, i feel that it'd be a little late. for like almost 1 year, we've been telling her and stuff. then now suddenly go office she change, really too sudden and weird for me to accept. not to mention traumatising. and i don't think i can ever get along with her, no matter how much she change. no matter how hip and in she is now. even if she talks about cute guys and all, i don't think i can ever accept her. because i'll always have a shadow in my heart. i don't think her whining, following us around, crying and blah can be forgotten so easily.

yeah, maybe i'm like very mean. i don't know. so how about you guys ? DO REPLY ! i really want to see comments and replies stuff like that :)

Jiabies thought at 9:23 pm
thanks nad ! *hug* it really cheers me up ! hehe :P anyways, i'm going to try to take photo with her later... so urm ! just wait and see then !

Jiabies thought at 12:35 pm
NEWS FLASH

According to a reliable source at Changi Airport, there has been a maniac on the loose. She was recognised as L.Y, the girl who was reported a few days ago of under-going an extreme makeover. Recently, she was seen with makeup on her face, with lipstick and blue eyeshadow. One fellow classmate cum colleague of hers was badly traumatised and on the verge of breaking down. She claimed that she might be suffering from nightmares tonight.

The change, however, did not make her look good and has caught the eyes of the critics. A critic said that she look so bad, she could qualify as one of the hungry ghost, probably hungry for attention. Others wondered why she appeared too soon as it is not the 7th month yet. It is a puzzle to many. Why such a horrid change? Could she have fallen for a colleague at her workplace? A psychologist has said that she might be suffering from manic depression. She has recently won 1st place for the "Fashion Criminals" contest, held today at Changi Airport. Congratulations L.Y!

She's definitely gaining alot of negative attention. Heads have turned and never look back. Till today, the good people at Nad News still cant figure out her real motives. For now, investigators are still carrying out their investigations.

This has been a report by Nadira. Source: Xi Jia.

Nad thought at 12:02 pm
i don't know if it's the temperature or her. but i'm trembling now. :(

Jiabies thought at 11:34 am
hey rai dearie :) glad to know that you're having fun too ! and yeah you didn't hear things. she did apply make up. or rather, lipstick and blusher. which is like so OMG right ? :P anyways, i was sms-ing yongxin just now. yeah sms until exceed then cannot send liaos. SIANS. :( i didn't know that singtel internet sms got limit 1 sia :( *sigh*

HMMM i wish my english is as power as nad, then i can write a newsflash about her. but then, i'm like having headache trying to summarize the report to make into ppt. so i'll just write whatever i can in my best english :P btw, anyone remembers what's a metaphor ? i can't seem to remember it. SHIT ! :(

ok i just switched window and walked around the office. then OMG OMG OMG. i came out of my cubicle and saw her. she's wearing lipstick and blue eyeshadow ! OMG OMG OMG. it's like more and more makeup everyday. as in first day lipstick only, then lipstick and blusher and then now lipstick and eyeshadow ! OMG OMG OMG. i'm like speechless lor. and i was so shocked when i saw her, then she smiled at me. i had to like fake a smile. cause i was too shocked to smile or do anything. OMG. i feel like laughing yet crying. i think i'm like badly traumatised now. can someone come airport and visit me ?! pleaseplease :( i really miss you guys. how i wish i can just run off to the toilet with any of you and just say omg all the way. i can't possibly say OMG to myself the whole time right ? but that's really what i can think of saying. OMG. i think i'm going crazier and crazier everyday. i really can't imagine how she'll be like when school reopens ? will she be like going toilet every 10min to reapply her makeup ? OMG :( i'm really badly traumatised.

Jiabies thought at 11:30 am
Saturday, July 19
oh did i mention this to you all ?! my LO came on last wed. and she took one look at me and you know what she said ?!?!?!?! 'you slimmed down is it ?' i was like HUH ?! she said i look very different from my picture :( i look fatter in the picture... SIGH. this is the first time someone asked if i slimmed down :P HAHA normally ppl say i put on weight 1.

Jiabies thought at 12:47 pm
haha ! actually i do look like a auntie sitting around in kopitiam. you should see the way i sit in the office and walking around barefooted. HAHA. actually she never put alot of makeup until like it's 1 inch thick lah. just lipstick and abit of blusher. butbut it's like so OMG ! ok, the first day of SIP she got put also. but then that was ok cause maybe first day mah. then now after like 2 weeks she put again ! too bad she was wearing her jacket then i couldn't see her top properly. it's orange. then looks like a spaghetti to me. okies, me going to prepare to go out ! more gossip next week ! and yes of course, mummy, we'll have a column for your poems ! and a column for me to put my pics in ? :P OH just remembered ! i'm going to post the pics me and hedren took at the SIA training center simulator !!! and yeah i think i'm going to get casio ex-z3. looks slim and very chio. cleo has an article on fiona xie using it i think. either that it's another exilim !

Jiabies thought at 12:20 pm
aiyo... u guys are very scary man. but damn funny sia. i feel tat we're really like those aunties who just sit around in kopitiams all day and gossip, gossip and gossip even more. terrible. we're aging faster than we're supposed to be. but nad's post is really cute lah. u make it sound so serious but it's actually ahem... but i seriously cannot understand what has gotten over her. why is she suddenly changing so drastically. nad said she's trying too hard. OMG!!! why should she change herself for others? one can change appearance but never who u really are inside loh. me and suet told yeat abt her yesterday, and he laughed till there were tears in his eyes. i guess it's really tat funny but i just couldn't really get it totally. and i think we should form our own newspaper called 'Witches galore' or sth. me and jia both think it's nice. haha. and do leave me a column to publish my poems ok?

Anonymous thought at 10:57 am
Friday, July 18
hahaha ... tink smething is wrong with LY!!!hahaha shes trying to fit in but tink she fial terribly man .... if i see her 1 dae i tink i am gonna have a fit ... MAKEUP??????she noe how to apply???she got look like a clown nt jia??hahaha oh man i am ever so mean .... but i am feeling god damn bored n slpy and eveything added together......

later gonna eat dim sum with xin n yeat n jie shi so haha fun!!!!!!PLS MAKE IT BE 6 NOW!!!



SuEt thought at 4:16 pm
OMG ! that is so funny ! haha can you all don't make me laugh out loud in the office. my colleagues are already thinking that i'm mad. everytime i read sms will laugh. and now i'm trying to control my laughter. imagine me sitting at pc laughing. i think they'll chase me arh ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyways, i just asked her why she wear until so nice, going out is it ? then she say no lah, nothing to wear so wear like that. which is like OMG ! haha. should have asked then why put make up arh. but i didn't ! aiyah. haha but nad ! your report is really very funny and interesting. i thought what news sia. until i saw the from nobody to a somebody then i know surely is her :P haha we're like so mean ! but it's so fun ! i mean at least we have something to do during our boring working hours ! right right right ? :))

anyways, i need to go and do powerpoint again. yeah i'm supposed to summarise his report then do a ppt for it. but should be quite easy arh ! *whee*

Jiabies thought at 12:47 pm
mornin! the latest news flash!!!!!!!

ahem, a student from Temasek Polytechnic has recently undergo a dramatic change. From a nobody to a somebody. What makes her want to change her image? What will others think of her change? We have interviewed some of her classmates as to what they think of the transformation. A few were shocked. Still recovering in fact. Speechless they said. Some were dumb-founded. The news was quickly passed around from sms to sms. This news is a big thing! She was suspected of having double personality, she once claimed of suffering from Schizophrenia. But her change however doesnt include any plastic surgery or liposuction.

She was seen by her Tp classmate, wearing make-up, a skirt with a flirty slit which can draw negative attention and probably an orange spaghetti strap top. For others, it has been a traumatising experience. As her name will not be disclosed, we are allowed to disclose only her initials. She is known to her fellow people as L.Y.

This has been a report by Nadira. Source: Xi Jia.

Nad thought at 11:09 am
Thursday, July 17
wooooo ! hello belbel ! i thought what happened to you sia. anyways, the food in changi is not bad lah. BUT arh, don't go to the changi kopitiam. sucks. they cheated me money. 1 small lime juice for $3.60 !!! *sniff* i always remember that ! anyways, just back from the simulator not long ago. it's like those thingys in science center where you pay to play it or something. but more realistic and it's tailor made. everything inside is exactly the same as a real plane. quite shiok but very giddy ! then we get to fly the thingy and i crashed -_- but it's fun ! and at least i get to experience how it is like in a plane and stuff ! *whee*

Jiabies thought at 1:01 pm
Wednesday, July 16
this news was featured like months ago. and yeah the guy is damn sick in the head. i almost cried when i read the news. she's only 6 months !!! i wonder what that bastard was thinking about :((

Jiabies thought at 9:24 pm
What an arse. i read this in Today. These sick ppl shud be decapitated and burned in hell. 6 months od baby girl sia. wat the freak!

Death for baby girl killer
A MAN who often looked after his friend's six-month-old daughter was sentenced to death yesterday for murdering her.
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Soosainathan Dass Samina-than, 41, was accused of killing the child in his ninth floor flat at Hougang Ave 8, on August 5 last year.
The baby was found in a rubbish chute with her limbs tied. She had been sexually abused. She died of head injuries.
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She was found after her mother, Widiyarti Kartanom, 27, reported her missing. The mother said Soosainathan took the baby from her on August 4, when she was staying with him. She said he locked himself in a bedroom with the baby and when he emerged, the baby was nowhere to be seen.
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The prosecution relied mainly on the testimony of the baby's mother to convince the court that Soosainathan was guilty. There was also incriminating evidence found in his room and inconsistencies in his statements. A MAN who often looked after his friend's six-month-old daughter was sentenced to death yesterday for murdering her.
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Soosainathan Dass Samina-than, 41, was accused of killing the child in his ninth floor flat at Hougang Ave 8, on August 5 last year.
The baby was found in a rubbish chute with her limbs tied. She had been sexually abused. She died of head injuries.
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She was found after her mother, Widiyarti Kartanom, 27, reported her missing. The mother said Soosainathan took the baby from her on August 4, when she was staying with him. She said he locked himself in a bedroom with the baby and when he emerged, the baby was nowhere to be seen.
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The prosecution relied mainly on the testimony of the baby's mother to convince the court that Soosainathan was guilty. There was also incriminating evidence found in his room and inconsistencies in his statements.

** Extracted from Today newspaper.


Nad thought at 12:10 pm
Tuesday, July 15
hello hello ! hey yongxin, i bought new heels too ! haha but now i think it's a bit too high arh. scarli i fall down. and sorry arh, today never really sms you and suet. cause i was busy doing the filing. today seems like a busy day. all the officers were having meeting then got alot of people come in and out of the office. i've decided that sitting outside is better than in the cubicle. cause i can see more things and people ! haha in the cubicle i have to jump or stand on the chair to look outside. but then i think if i want to sleep, i go back cubicle sleep. not good to sleep outside and let everyone see :P *giggle*

oh just now took the train with my supervisor. then she ask how come i never talk to the other 2 girls. then i told her that laiyi is actually my classmate. then she was like huh why never talk to her ? then i told her everything. ok i feel mean now. HMMMMM.

Jiabies thought at 9:38 pm
Monday, July 14
Hey hey gals....

i didnt catch the mondae blue bug either .... dun noe y todae times passes so quickly in the office...... tink i am starting to get into the momentum of working!! haha yeah as if i ever willl.................

nad hope u r feeling okie....wanted to tok to u at msn todae but u say bz so hehe nxt time bah~~~
rai i tok to u and so did bel ..... yeah n i msg jia n make jia a promise i will do smething hahaha.............i will make it !!!!! :)
nvm xin tat u todae beat mi .... i am looking 4ward to fridae where we can go eat dim sum and oh yeah mayb i ought to exploit u huh ??? hahahaha .... juz kidding~~n xin shoes is nice man ... stylo u noe... haha

tk care galzzz............

SuEt thought at 8:59 pm
hey gals, today's monday. was supposed to have the 'Monday blues' but i didn't. think it's because my boss didn't turn up for work tat's why. haha. i felt so relaxed today. did lots of stuffs. msn Rai, Nad and Bel. smsed jia. i've been laughing for the whole day.
Nad, are u alrite? i hope u'll feel better tml. just remember, we may not be there when u want us, but we'll be there when u need us.
Rai, through our conversation today, i sensed that u're kinda troubled. take care ok? dun stress out. tml's always a better day.
Bel, u're unsure of what ur SIP requirements are and what u're supposed to do, so u're feeling lost. dun think too much alrite? try to talk to ur supervisor again if possible.
Jia, the most fortunate among us. wat can i say? hope u wun get to see her in action again tml? haha.
suet, sorie i beat u today but i didn't mean it. u want, tml i let u kick me loh.
okie... tat's all folks!!!

Anonymous thought at 8:52 pm
nad you ok ? hope you're feeling better ! today was spent laughing at practically all my smses from yongxin/suet and bel. HAHA. oh going for boeing 777 stimulator ! *whee*

Jiabies thought at 8:10 pm
hey girls. its monday n i caught the monday blues disease. the whole day sucked. really felt like breaking down at one point of time. its so shitty. felt used and stupid. i really dunno wat to do or say. i hope tmr will be better tho'. a colleague of us juz came back from the Aust and she brought chocolates for us. so delicious! shaped in koalas, felt pitiful that i hv to bite the head off. ok will blog in again tmr... cya.

Nad thought at 5:21 pm
HELLO ! just on for a short while. tired of doing the filing and i have some time before lunch. so asked permission to use the pc outside and update my elog and stuff. yeah i'm like trying to copy hedren's elog cause i can't remember what i did for the past week beside filing. but must say until like nicer mah :P anyways, think all of you got the gossip of the day from yours truly :P haha don't think i shall talk about it here. you guys should have had enough by now. and i still have like a few more hours. maybe i should go back to hiding in my cubicle :P hehe my supervisor isn't here today and fharouk's supervisor just went off, she had half day off. :) and oh OOPS ! she just walked out of the office again. SIANS. don't know see her how many times today liaos. is she like waiting for me to smile at her and say HEY YOU LOOK GREAT TODAY ? which is like probably NEVER lor. maybe when i'm blind. yeah maybe. haha ok did i mention how many times i've laughed reading bel's, yongxin's + suet's sms. and my colleagues thought i was mad. cause i'll just burst out laughing loudly. but it's really funny. HAHAHA. ok it's lunch time ! TATA ! wuv you babes !

Jiabies thought at 1:03 pm
Sunday, July 13
hello hello ! *giggle*

rai you already mentioned that you've been attached to rishi ! do intro him to us one day ! :)) and best wishes to you too !
suet ! sorry for not responding yesterday :P i heard someone calling jia but then i thought it was someone else so i didn't turn :P was talking also. hehe
yongxin ! *giggle* are you jealous that i can talk loudly, eat, sleep and see cute little boys ?!?! :P i miss you mummy ! miss traumatising you with my 'later lunch eat what' questions !
nad ! how's mediacorp ?! having fun ? so good, you can surf and chat online whole day. :( i don't have a pc then have to face papers whole day. got cute guys working there must intro wor !
bel ! HELLO ?! what happened to you ? haven't seen you online for so so long ! how's ntu ?

anyways, let's meet up one day ! probably during weekend next month ? cause i just realised that all my weekends this month are booked :P working in dome and zoukout ! *whee* oh bel, if you're confirmed going zouk out, tell me ?! but HMMM i haven't bought my tickets. too broke. hopefully will have money by then ! oh we go marina bay eat steamboat one day want want want ?! do reply !

Jiabies thought at 9:56 pm
just to join in the crowd :)

Tenderheart Bear
You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.




Jiabies thought at 4:51 pm
Hey hey ...

saw jia with her erm haha yesterdae at orchard.CALLED her name JIA alot of times but no reaction haha but i ran up n call then she got response hahaha....aniwae was at bugis initially to find my AYU MAG but then it was sold out on the day it arrived which was like friday like only a day before .... went to try my luck at the heeren HMV and a JAP shop over there but was like *oops...haiz so sad man!!! and rayner was like badly hit by mi coz he crap n crap n i cant find my MAg so vent my fustrataion on him ... poor him ahahaaha......

tml is mondae n we nid to work .... SIANZ ah ... want to slp sia
haha tk care galx...

SuEt thought at 3:04 pm
Saturday, July 12
HELLO ! hehe saw suet in town just now ! :)) was shopping ! and i bought 4 tops when i was supposed to buy heels and pants -_- wanted to buy a thermo flask(i think that's what it's called) but all like so expensive :( i just wanted it to bring to work so that i can put my drink in it and it won't turn cold :( oh yeah, i fell asleep while filing yesterday :( was just resting my head on the table, then uncomfortable so i went to curl up in my chair and i fell asleep ! woke up around 30-40 min later. and i was like oh SHIT i actually fell asleep ! and my stupid partner(hedren) didn't wake me up ! don't know if got anyone walk past and see me sleeping. but i was really so tired of filing. still have like 5000+ files lor. but luckily we only have 100 new files. the rest of the stock haven't arrive yet. so must faster finish the 100 files then maybe can do other things. but sians was called by one officer to go and clean his blackboard. somemore he write with permanent ink ! so sians and so hard to clean. then we erase the words and lines liaos, he asked us to draw lines. wah damn sians :( but luckily he say can use tape. so we used tape for lines then at least next time erase no need to draw lines again ! *beam* oh they've arranged for us to go and see the planes up close and personal. BUT i have to go with laiyi and her partner :( so sians right ? so now i think my supervisor is like trying to arrange for me to go with the guys. i think go with guys more fun ! go with the girls abit boring arh. somemore i got nothing to say to them 1. and their cubicle is at the back which is like so quiet. i think my cubicle is the noisest 1. haha. and oh laiyi was wearing this knee length skirt with a high slit. can see her thighs 1 lor. i was like OMG when i saw her. haha then first thing i do is to run back to cubicle and get my phone to sms yongxin :P ok lah, will update you guys some other day ! but so sians arh, i don't have a pc there :( then cannot come online to chat with you all :( *sniff* but nevermind ! i'm cute ! *hops around*

Jiabies thought at 7:46 pm
Friday, July 11
hehe... i went to do this too!!!

Love-a-Lot Bear
You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.




Anonymous thought at 4:11 pm
haha soo me sia... this is wat happens when ur really bored.

Bedtime Bear
You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?




Nad thought at 2:52 pm

Cheer Bear
You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.




SuEt thought at 2:36 pm
hello ..... MORNING everyone~~~

todae suet is not bright and chirpy~~~coz i jus got scolded early in the morning by my FUCKER bf....:( coz of a misunderstanding...though he apologise later i am still feeling sore.....*yucks* spoil my mood 4 the dae man... haiz~~~

aniwae ur entertain xin ah haha ... when she wrote the poem i was like xin what u toking about? and both of us had a good laugh at the poem together...hahaha.......

so congrats to rai for finding the right one and i hope u be happy n be in love! haha

tk care galz...am supposed to be doing work but here i am blogging away.....

SuEt thought at 10:56 am
ok since i am required to comment on xin's poem. i shall then...
1stly, yongxin, i understand ur poem.
2ndly, ur poem is simple yet meaningful. i mean it. n i appreciate it n im sure so does everyone else here. d writing however, can still b improved further.
3rdly, pls change the title... to sumthin else instead of The Flower :)

alrite.. im dyin in here with nuthin to do n dead bored n slpy. ok... anythin jus sms me ok...

luv y'all

Nad thought at 10:37 am
hi girlz...
its early mornin here, jus had my sausage mc muffin. yummy. i still hv 3 more curry puffs to go....

heheh... i knew abt rishi 3 mths ago too... i cudnt tell. let her take her time n she finally let it out. but i did accidentally nearly let it out... in a fone conversatn wif suet n bel one time. like phew...

rai is so damn lucky! im so sick of computers that i dun even touch my comp at home anymore. like eeee. had enuf for 9 1/2hrs in d day. no guys, jus computers. sick sick sick. one week has past. yay! 15 more weeks to go... bummer.

Nad thought at 9:04 am
Thursday, July 10
ok, urm for those who don't know, and i can't remember if i've mentioned this before, i'm sharing my cubicle with 2 other guys who are attached to my department. one of them is fharouk and the other is hedren(suet's friend). so PLEASE don't think that i'm talking to myself ! that's what my friend thought -_- i know i'm crazy, but not that crazy yet. :)

Jiabies thought at 8:58 pm
eh help ! what you all write in e-log ?!

Jiabies thought at 7:51 pm
HELLO HELLO ! and hihi nad ! HMMMM went to check out sharifah's time table. urm i think she really retain lah. sip where got timetable 1 ? siao arh ? if got, my timetable will be punch hole, write name, file, punch hole, write name, file, coffee, cake, punch hole, walk around flapping my sleeves. HAHA, that will be very weird. nad, i think i have the same life as you, just that i don't have a pc or a phone. i just sit there and punch holes, file and talk damn loud, and i just realised that it can be loud until the back of the office also can hear. and my cubicle is in front -_- and i got lie on the table and sleep some times. damn boring and tiring to punch holes in papers which are older than me and then filing them. and i still got like more than 1000 files to go. SIANS ! oh btw, urm yongxin ! i think i understand the poem. and HMMM i'm damn bored. it's thursday !!!

Jiabies thought at 7:18 pm
Hey gals, just finished my lunch then got nothing to do for now so i shall put my creativity to the test and write a poem for all of u.

The Flower

Friendship is like the petals of a flower.
When it first blossomed,
the flower is beautiful,
because all the petals are in place.
As seasons change,
the flower starts to wither.
One by one,
the petals fall off the flower.
No longer is it as beautiful
as it used to be.
It may be gone,
but it was still beautiful once.


PS: Suet sends her utmost concerns that u guys have to put up with my 'lovely' poem! HAHA...
PPS: For those of u who dun understand my poem, just reply via the blog and i'll explain it. HAHAHAHA....

Anonymous thought at 1:22 pm
hey u girls... yup been missing in action these dayz. so damn tired jus by sitting in front of d pc doin plain NUTHIN! stare, surf, stare, surf, chit chat wif d staff, read magz lah, papers lah... haiyah. we did the documentatn in 2 days n now eric n i have no idea wat to do.

chg wallpaper lah, screensavers lah, walk ard, go toilet, make coffee for ourselves, stare, surf, stare, surf, click here click there, click dunno wat.... stare surf. the worst thin of all... damn slpy but CANT SLEEP. yup tts wat we do these days n when i get hm, i cant slp like damn it. hai...

awae rem i metioned tt sharifah's name was crossed out at the name list? apparently, i chked online (i hv my ways) n yah her timetable n ole all showed alien subjects except for mwnk n ecad. she's in d fast system. and mas & eric told me tt she's been tryin to avoid em.

wats up wif her?? bi saw her in sch n she told bi tt she's doin sip in sch. like huh?? as far as all of us are concern (if she pass) her sip is in sum sec sch. obviously, she was lying. mas met her a week b4 sch reopen in SCHOOL n when asked y her name was crossed out, she said she dunno. y she nvr cum for d briefin, she said she fever, wat she doin in sch.. said she meetin her fren. n she was seen wif (get this) HEART. she stays in tiong bahru n she cum dwn all d way to sch to meet her fren... yah rite. sure.

i dun understand y she's doin this. if really she lied, she stoop damn low sia. n if she treats us as frens, she wun lie. i mean till when will she lie...sooner or later... hai. not like as if we were gonna laugh or look dwn on her rite? how sad... n next sem its not like as if we wun b cumin back to sch.... how is she gonna cover tt up?? i dunno mebbe she appeal n d sch gv her sip in sch but cannot be... she's in d fast system.

dun believe? go tp website, sign in. then go to full time timetable. click student for fast system, n type in her name, sharifah. n observe her timetable... u'll see wat i mean.

i mean watever, for now we dun really noe for sure. if she say she sip in sch, then fine... we'll see. im jus gonna gv her d benefit of d doubt.

aight girlz... pop in soon. lotsa lurve....

Nad thought at 9:21 am
Wednesday, July 9
HMMMM bel, nad, rai seems to be MIA. i don't see them online anymore ! :(

Jiabies thought at 11:09 pm
hmm you guys have any idea what to write in elog ? i seriously don't know :( what should i say ? "i've been punching holes and transfering old documents from old files to new files the whole day" ! HMMM that will be weird.

Jiabies thought at 9:10 pm
i am so tired !

Jiabies thought at 7:22 pm
Monday, July 7
aaarrgh... i'm so tired now!!! it's been a long day. i seriously envy jia and nad sia. they seem to be enjoying life man. so lucky!!! wonder how's rai now? i know bel feels awful, me and suet no better lah... take care gals...

Anonymous thought at 9:54 pm
heh relax girl, today is only the first day so maybe that's why relaxed. who knows tomorrow i go work, see a table full of files and then my supervisor says i'm supposed to finish that by 1 if not cannot go lunch. haha.

Jiabies thought at 9:53 pm
hey gals.....
oh man am i bloody tired......we r supposed to do some stuff on accounting side and help them to develop their software n learn it in weeks time n then we r supposed to go out n make presentation to clients n hopefully they would want to buy it n used thier system.sounds stress????oh u bet man my head is spinning with all the new things i got to learn .... what they explain to us is like FOREIGN LANGAUGE to us n we cant really understand ... hopefully we will learn n do well along the way man .... :(

juz damn damn tired n how i envy nad n jia... they seems so relaxed........ tk care ....

SuEt thought at 9:31 pm
hmmm i thought got alot of people posted to ntu too ? btw, i'm not going to do anything related to IT. no programming or whatever, unless they have major projects coming up. and of course unless the ex-pilots there need help. most of them are like computer idiot. i mean they can use the pc/laptop, but it's only the basics. :) guess i'll just be hoping around staring at the beautiful plane posters and pulling files out of cabinets, then putting them back into cabinets. and urm i can't remember what i did today. but one good thing, she's with another girl, so i pity that girl :) yeah we're in the same department, but then different division. :)

Jiabies thought at 8:59 pm
hey! hows ur 1st day? mine was fun.... no at 1st it was boring cos we had nuthin to do but the proj sux. then wen we went for lunch... boy did i saw a lot of ppl. i saw xie shaoguang, howard from chemistry, rui en the one who play rachel, saw chen liping, mark lee, d radio djs... n alot more oh n moses lim. kinda cool.... they all dressed v relax one.... tt rui en she look like ah lian n tt howard(ck) look so gayish... he wore a tight top it looks so gross. but he's cute.... haha

so fun.... but tts abt it... we went touring ard mediacorp n saw d studios n stuff... pretty interestin. im not doin much here tts y i can blog.... cos we're doin nuthin... ah crap.

ok girls take care ok.....
adios

Nad thought at 12:56 pm
Sunday, July 6
hey hey gals....
tml is 1st dae of SIP so r ya excited.....gd luck to all of ya man n i do hope ur will enjoy this 4 thms of SIP. i am apprenhsensive about it though ... hopefully the projects we r supposed to do wun b tat hard n i will be able to manage all rite with yong xin!and on yeah! am i happy to have xin by my side 4 4 mths...to eat lunch together to go hme together hahaha...............

went to sentosa todae which is like AGAIN!!!!!!have an enjoybale dae b4 SIP so i am happy n yipee..... but bet i wont b able to wkae up tml... oh man!!!
hope i dun get lost too!!

tk care galzzzz

SuEt thought at 11:10 pm
peekaboo ! not particularly excited about sip tomorrow. in fact, the thought of waking up at 6 to go all the way to changi airport makes me SIANS. and i have this feeling that i'm going to get lost in the airport. yeah and the best thing i forgot to go and take photos until i saw nad's post :( i was too busy working/having fun on sat and today. took outdoor portfolio photos on sat in boat quay ! yeah free service, cause the photographers were my friend's bf and friend :) haven't got the photos yet, but will upload in my yahoo album when i get them ! *whee* so fun, but very hot and weird, cause alot of people will like stare :( anyways, i'm feeling much much better after knowing that i'm not doing the same project as her. and yeah of course, after letting the cm know all about her, and i don't feel mean at all ! cause i was just stating the facts to cm. :) and yeah i don't think i'll skip around in airport, don't want to let the pilots think i'm crazy. and hopefully i'll get spotted by some sia agent and then i can be air stewardess ! *whee* *hops around* oh that is if i don't get lost in the airport -_- and part of me is still hoping that i'll go back to webflo. oh wells... life's like that. :(

Jiabies thought at 10:15 pm
hi ladiez... been ages since i drop by. ok so girls... gd luck tmr, all d best... erm get everythin ready. make sure u guys take passport photo n be good.

erm jia, im sori i cant take d offer altho i wud luv too... i kinda hv my reasons for not takin it. but dun worry, i noe u can survive.
u girls are prob not gonna read this tonite so how was ur first day at work? hows the supervisors? ok hopefully everythin went smoothly and all...

alrite, keep in touch ok... !

comprende....

Nad thought at 9:27 pm
hey gals, tomorrow's our first day on attachment. just wanna wish everyone luck and may all the good things in work befall you.
For Rai, may you meet someone real nice and sincere and be able to enjoy every minute there.
Jia, just dun bother about her. Hope u'll get to meet more pilots and know them. Just dun skip or watever in the airport, dun want the security guards to chase u around.
Nad, hope u'll get to meet all ur favorite artists in Mediacorp and someone u know is attached there with u.
Bel, i know what u want the most so... good luck in meeting cute guys there at NTU.
Suet, sorry but u're stuck with me. Haha... Dun beat or bully me hor...
Ok then, good luck to everyone and stay in touch!!!

Anonymous thought at 7:06 pm
Friday, July 4
oh yeah, just at the moment when i need a smoke the most, the price of cigarettes has to go up. it's $4.40 now for those who don't know. hell i miss those $2.90 days. and it's not like they increase the price cause they add drugs to it or something. it's still the same tar and shit we're inhaling but more expensive. i think i go and stand behind a bus and breathe in the gas. save money.

Jiabies thought at 1:57 am
Thursday, July 3
ok. the good news is i'm now posted to changi airport with the slutbitchwhore. i have no fucking idea why god is fucking doing this to me. and you know what, it's time like this when i wonder if there is a god at all or not. and i seriously want to burn down tp. and kill that slutbitchwhore. and i don't understand why yeat is still in webflo. if i'm going to be the only one stuck with her, i'll probably do all kind of things to get myself to sip in tp. i don't mind not getting any pay as long as it's not with the slutbitchwhore. i'm sure you guys know what i'm talking about. i'm so agitated, i'm trembling and i can't type properly. i seriously need a smoke.

Jiabies thought at 3:52 pm
haha ................ i am so happy too....totally elated n absoluetely in heaven hahaha........oh man .... :) the supervisor who in charge of us is very nice.... like her alot!!!
she seem very very friedndly ... okie i wun go into much details but i am actully looking forward to SIP man haha ......... tk care gals....

have fun.....


SuEt thought at 3:43 pm
Hey jia, i posted this song on my blog too. I was feeling that way so i posted it as i was too lazy to go into details. Hehe. Oh ya, good news guys!!! It's good news for me and suet lah but i'm sure all of u will feel happy for us!!! We're no longer attached to the airport. We're back to the original company. I'm FREE!!! Oh man. U guys can imagine how estatic iam rite now rite? I'm feeling so absolutely high now. I don't have to drink to get drunk! If we go celebrate together now, i tell u, i'll probably drink till i drop big time. Haha. Some of u must be thinking: So mean! I don't care. Beats having to hear me complain and curse for the next 4 months rite? haha... Life is great... life is good... life is so wonderful...

Anonymous thought at 3:32 pm
hi. i just want to intro this song to you guys. cause i think it's just so me ! *evil laughter* but i know you guys have probably heard of it :P

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell ! *hops around the room*

Jiabies thought at 3:03 pm
Wednesday, July 2
okies i wasn't online last night, so i just read this. but it's like kind of outdated cause things have happened. the you know what. and urm urm, anyways, had fun just now shopping with nad and yongxin, though i think nad is irritated by my burping and singing :P *giggle* okies, so urm since things have turned out this way, yongxin i think it's time you speak up and tell her that you don't like her or something. i really really feel like sending her a mail and telling her or something. because i think she gets what i mean last time, but she's just too thick-skinned. you know what i mean. so urm yeah. watching dark waters now. BYEBYE !

Jiabies thought at 11:27 pm
ok, i'm finally able to online now. nad has basically conveyed what i had in mind. I'm real sorie if this has caused disturbances to u. but honestly, i din expect it to turn out this way.

Anonymous thought at 1:05 am
Tuesday, July 1
im replyin on behalf of xin cos her comp broke down so im doin this for her.

1stly, xin did not go tell laiyi herself but laiyi was the one who called her. tt time we hadnt arranged it yet so she told laiyi tt its not confirmed. laiyi told her to call her back when its settled. xin forgot, but laiyi called her. n asked again so she had no choice but to tell her.
2ndly, xin is not soft hearted. she's jus being neutral like me, suet n rai. she jus tot it was impolite to shoo her away. xin is not encouragin her to carry on wif her ways cos trust me she or us wun want tt to happen either. xin already told her wat time to meet cos laiyi called her so in tt case, we will sit differently.

p/s: from xin herself, sorry if this has caused alot of problem to you, jia. i din expect this to turn out this way.

Nad thought at 9:59 pm
btw, for those who don't know, the pics we took that day are uploaded on my yahoo photo album. go take a look :)

Jiabies thought at 4:19 pm
hi. are we meeting tomorrow before the briefing ? i think i'll be going to the bank to do my debit card before going to school. the bank was closed when i got there yesterday -_- yah so anyways, if we're meeting, can we not call laiyi ? yongxin, i don't understand why you're being so soft hearted and wanting to tell her. or maybe you just don't see things from my point of view and vice versa. i just want to say that i really can't stand her. i mean seriously, normal people don't go offline or delete and block someone cause that person was telling you what she feels and things like that. don't want to change, fine i can understand. but don't be such a fucking slutbitchwhore and delete/block the person who was trying to be nice and saying out what everyone thinks but doesn't dare to say it out in fear of hurting the slutbitchwhore. and yes i'm in this terrible mood. and it'll be worse if i see that slutbitchwhore tomorrow. you get the message. if you want to go sit with her then fine. just want to let you know, by doing that, you're not helping her at all. you're just encouraging her to continue being that whiny bitch who whines at practically everything and then probably cursing everyone inside her. that's the way i see ever since i know she delete/block me. and yes i know i should be happy that she did that. but it just disgusts me that i have to put up with her for another year and that you're still being soft hearted and wanting to include her. for those of you who don't see the way i do, then fine forget it. i'm the slutbitchwhore then, and she ? she's the perfect angel. whatever whatever whatever. i just detest her. or should i use the word hate ? whichever is stronger.

Jiabies thought at 2:31 pm


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