Monday, June 14
y delete it?i serves as a gd memory ... i just look back at the archives and i think its someting memorable.y nt just leave it be...but then its up to u gers to decide...

SuEt thought at 9:30 pm
I'm deleting this blog. No point keeping it.

Nad thought at 8:03 pm
Monday, May 31
just one question. what's the point in keeping this blog ? since someone has already deleted us from her msn. i seriously wonder. why don't you just delete yourself from this blog ? oh but wait, i don't think you ever come back to this blog anymore. beautiful memories ? my ass.

Jiabies thought at 2:42 am
Monday, May 17
honestly, i wonder if anyone of us do bother to come back and visit this blog. i do sometimes. sometimes i want to blog something here. but i have no idea what to say. i hope everyone is doing fine and good. felt like deleting this blog the other day, but i think it's best left untouched. beautiful memories ? i wonder.

Jiabies thought at 1:16 am
Friday, April 30
I mite nvr get the chance to say Thank you to you guys again, so gonna do it now before its a lil bit too late. We are already leading our own lives... working, further studies, goin overseas, migrating, rotting and what nots? Hope you guys wun forget tt one special thin we have or rather, used to have. This blog. Yup. Dunno abt the rest of u but it's special to me. Sth we shared. Sth tt will remind us that all 6 of us, together, were once great pals and had great memories here.

I dunno about Bel and Rai but I do now tt some of us sumtimes drop by this blog to see for any updates. I dunno how long we'll hold on to this but anyways, it has been wonderful. Anyway, here's my Thank-you "speech" to all of you. In random order...

Xin... you were my lover, no ex-lover, no no... wait now I'm confused. Yah, think we're still lovers. But really, you shouldn't go ard displaying your affections for me in public ya noe. It's really embarrassing. Awae, apart from that, you're an amazing person. Think the rest cudn't agree more. I can tell you almost everythin esp about my wrecked up "love-life" haha. But now I hv you so I've got nuthin to worry abt. We clicked, and we hit it off totally huh. You're just great to talk to and hang out with altho sumtimes it can get a lil bit tiring, havin to put up with yr 'Im-nvr-gonna-let-u-off-Nadira' antics. Oh drives me nuts! But it was great. All that CD huntings all the way from Tampines to Orchard Rd, from Parkway back to Tampines. Phew! But nevertheless, I had a great time with u! And dun worry, u wun die a virgin...

Jia... you're like a lil girl, throwin tantrums and all those cutey-petutey behaviours. Sumtimes she pisses me off but we always forgive and forget yah. That's important. Got closer to you in Yr 2, second sem. Like Xin, tot she was an Ah-lian too. We hang out more and all those bitchings we had. The threesome especially. Haha. Likes to stare at people esp when they're doin indecent acts in public. Then she'll start critisizing abt em. That's the Jia we all know. Nobody can irritate her. She's a terror. But if you know her personally, she's really a sweet friend. I've nvr met a more narcissistic person than Jia. Oh one more thin, she likes to make fun of me with her burps. In cahoots with Xin on this one. You guys... it's DISGUSTING.

Suet... the 2nd thin I said to her after Hi was, 'You really look like Shancai.' I was amazed. Ahh, super friendly. This one likes to irritate me also. No wait a min... I think no, it's not you guys' fault. I'm just irritable. This one is sweet lar. We do share sum stuff online ey. Talked abt sum issues bet us also. Not always close to us but when we get u ard us, boy we always end up laughing like hyenas. Always hv fun together. My swimmin partner too. You're carefree and sumtimes I wish I hv a life like urs. Freedom... haha. Anyways, you're a great pal to hv and if u need sumone to talk to, can always find me or the rest of us yah.

Rai... It was great to be able to talk to you about sum stuff. Those days on the fone and everythin, offered advices... yah we used to be so close. Conflicts happen between frens but sumhow things turn out to be the worst for us ey. Wish I cud turn back time and take back sum of the things I've said cos I'm not perfect either. But words hv been said and hurt us both. Anyways, those things you've shared with me... I wanna thank u for it. No doubt, those days were wonderful. One incident I'll nvr forget. The Heart-crying incident. Shocked the crap out of us all. I can't deny it, I like you as a fren... you're sumone I can talk to. Anyway, hope you and Alvin will stay together and be happy always.

Bel... Dunno if you ever will read this but awaes, Bel you too as a fren, you were great. Those nights on the fone just talkin about everythin was great. Memorable. You'll go ecstatic every now and then and freak me out. I know you're one who'll stand up for your friends no matter wat. Love those Kelsey-Micheala (did I spell em rite?) stories you wud tell me every so often. Haha. Adorable lil kids. Oh how can I ever forget those relaxing massages. Cudn't thank you enuf for that. Yah... those days were great.

Finally, thanx for everythin you guys. Great friends you guys have been. Yah I think Jia have made a "motto" out of all this. It has been said many times and I shall say it again. It was great while it lasted.

Nad thought at 12:35 am
Monday, April 26
It's been a long time since i last blogged here. So many things have happened and changed. Friendships have been misleaded. Trust has been broken. All of us are no longer who we used to be when we first started out this blog.

All of us have changed. Maybe not drastically, but it is still significant. No need to spell out how each of us feels because we can always feel the animosity when we're together in school. We don't talk to each other that much anymore. Some of us don't even talk but i can understand why. Everyone is entitled to their own thoughts and feelings. No one can be blamed for it. Everyday, we'll just go to school and retreat into our own corner. We hang out with our own cliques and perhaps pretend not to see each other at times. I suppose it's not because we hate each other but it's to spare ourselves any further delusions we can possibly have of each other.

This blog was originally created for all of us to update each other on our lives. Hence the name. Initially, we'd always pop by and blog. The period during our attachment was the peak i suppose. All of us had things to blog about. Our company, colleagues, the difficulties faced and how much we hated our jobs.

During that period of time, all of us had our own problems as well and we'd blog it up and everyone will offer advice for that person. We may not see each other that often but we were always there for each other. Those days are gone but will always be remembered. At least this blog will remain. When we've forgotten how each of us were, we can still read back on the previous archives.

But as Jia mentioned, it was great while it lasted and i totally agree with her. I wouldn't have become the Xin i am if i hadn't met all of you. You girls taught me things that i can never get out of textbooks. Things which had and will always put me at the losing end in life. You girls taught me to stand up for myself and learn to say "No". I'm really thankful for everything.

All the best in your future endeavours. Hope we will have chances of meeting up in future as a whole group and be able to reminisce about the past. But i know that it's near impossible.

Anonymous thought at 12:52 pm
Wednesday, April 21
so this is the end and goodbye. it was great while it lasted though.

Jiabies thought at 11:47 pm
Sunday, April 18
ellO everyone....gd luck for coming xam!1 paper and we be done with poly.work hard everyone and all the very best....:)

SuEt thought at 4:09 pm


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